You only touch me When you feel yourself fading Like I'm some medicine You take when your hands start shaking Your voice through the hallway Still cuts through the walls And God, I hate that after everything I still wait for your call So tell me why Every slammed door sounds like goodbye But every time you pull me close I let another part of me die And I break for you I scream your name like it still means something Blood rush, glass lungs Hands around my throat while I keep running You burn through me Like rage dressed up in perfect teeth And I hate that even now You're the only place I wanna bleed You wear your damage Like a crown above your head While I clean up every word You never meant when you said it You look at me like I'm the reason you decay But you keep crawling back to my bed Just to push me away How did we turn Into two ghosts in the same room Swearing we're not ruined While we light another fuse And I break for you I scream your name like it still means something Blood rush, glass lungs Hands around my throat while I keep running You burn through me Like rage dressed up in perfect teeth And I hate that even now You're the only place I wanna bleed Was I just another body To keep your nightmares quiet? Did you ever love me Or just love how hard I tried? And I break for you Louder now, like I'm splitting at the seams Torn apart With your shadow underneath my skin You ruin me And somehow you're still all I need So if this love was meant to kill me Why does dying feel like relief? Relief Relief I still fall into you