Is hard not to make out me From the world I get by on You can see me smiling But that's not me yet When will I fit? I feel like I'm not allowed to I just want to say good-bye But it's not so undemanding I still need it somehow I can't pretend I'm not this Cause it beats within And scorches my veins But I still need it somehow I understand your world But I can't relate with it Not without suffering Not without losing myself Don't be surprised if I decline my head I was taught to keep it low And I just can't help it Through the signs I see I don't belong in here I still can't say good-bye