Destination

I didn't know how to feel. I couldn't find how breathe. And
 yes I know it hurt to see.
But did you really believe that it was the end. That I 
would follow you to the grave.
And even if I tried. You weren't even there. I tried to 
reach out my hands. Only grabbing air. And it was then that
 I saw. That it was a dream. The only soul in that place. 
Was me alone. I died alone.
You took my heart and soul when you went away. I couldn't 
find my voice when I begged you to stay. How can I use my 
strength when you took it away? How could I ever believe in
 a love like that?
No, I'll never forgive. How could I ever forget? With all 
these scars on my arms.
and the one on my chest. How could I ever believe that I 
had a chance to feel. Alive again.
Now I don't want to pretend. That I'm still okay. How could
 there ever be love. When it's goes away? How could I ever 
deserve. To feel this way. The only truth to this life
Is that nothing stays. It only took me a lifetime. To know.
 You'll go away.