I am scourged by my past like broken glass The fragments reflect everything that I am I was never built to last There's remnants of me that I will never get back Is this all that's left of me I claw and dig deep down inside Is this all that I will be Just another statistic with a broken state of mind Is this how I'll be remembered Go! Held high in disregard Cradled but unattended Another soul left to discard I guess I never got the message This is my fate No way out Run from the truth and it will have a way with you Tend to your wounds before they put you in the ground For so long, I hoped to be saved If I stay on this path, I'm bound to break, uh Yeah, yeah I bare all of these wounds and they have all started to bleed For all the ones I've hurt, I never meant to cause your pain The discord Hatred of self Blood, it pours But I'll never ask for help I try to exist, I'm dismantled Cursed with a mind so fucking fragile I take one wrong step and I disconnect And this will never end Oh, cut off my fucking head If it puts this shit to rest The visceral reaction to what no longer exists I am tortured by this all-consuming fear It's always fight or flight It's always do or die Every day, my mind's frozen in time As far back as I can remember A shadow always lingered It takes the shape of buried pain It shows it's teeth every time I bleed I can't keep running any longer cause I'm no longer me Do you know how much pain it takes to become gentle Stare into the seething wounds Yeah, yeah Do or die Uh! Fuck! Do or die