This confusion delivered the heaviest of burdens I fell off of the ledge cause I've been running in circles Claimed ownership and said I was your person But you used and abused me and then you said I deserved it You used and abused me and then you said I deserved it Go! Belittled my success until you wanted sex Carved your name into my fucking chest while you laid me to rest For every mistake that I've made, you wouldn't let me forget You never talked me off the ledge Watch me descend Twist the knife and break through bone and skin Force me down and rub my nose in shit Split the mind and tear me limb from limb No matter what, I'll never fucking win Break me down until I'm caving in Mock me as I beg for forgiveness Locked inside your box of punishment I knew I never should've let you in You drown me in love and then you take it all away Your eyes start to change and now I see your true face You take your mask off, say it all show me all your fucking hate Arf! No love Just hate No love And now I'm not the same Twist the knife and break through bone and skin Force me down and rub my nose in shit Split the mind and tear me limb from limb No matter what, I'll never fucking win Break me down until I'm caving in Mock me as I beg for forgiveness Locked inside your box of punishment I knew I never should've let you in You never cease to seek out all the wrongs I've done You forced me to believe that I'm not good enough No remorse Arf! I'm torn apart again Twist the knife and break through bone and skin Force me down and rub my nose in shit Split the mind and tear me limb from limb No matter what, I'll never fucking win Break me down until I'm caving in Mock me as I beg for forgiveness Locked inside your box of punishment I knew I never should've let you in Your words are like knives leaving scars on my conscience I've lived through your wreckage, now my mind is haunted No wonder I'm still having all these withdrawals when you twist all my thoughts And you watch as I crawl back into your domain where I thought I was safe but I'm not Wicked deception, I don't learn my lessons, an altered perception, I don't even know who you are (So dark) Abusive tendencies took all that's left of me, now, all I have are all of these invisible scars (Darkest of hearts)