Used to be afraid of what I liked Used to be afraid of what was right Never thought I'd get too far in life Never thought I'd last another night And then morning came and with it a new light I'm telling you it wasn't all that bright But it helped me to perceive all that I might Put off for so long that I lost sight Of the reason why I started this to write Why is it so hard sometimes To keep feeling sorry for myself And finish ruining my life