My feelings from nowhere Take me from life The loss is meaningless Where I hollow from the inside I dont deserve this shell of a life form So deceptive-as if I exist Heavy emptiness is upon me And I am perpetuated for nothing By despair and defeat Hopeless wishes for something to cut me Remind me that the time has passed for bleeding Stay, stay with me silence I am addicted to irredemption Despair isn't special To exsist is to watch everyone hate themself I chose a way of blindness on my path far away from hope