I'm two cups into my coffee break I'm sitting alone in the café from the way Reading all by myself Turning my cell off just to breath 'Cause everyone I know just keeps calling me And I just need a little time Cause I'm overcommiting myself I guess this is growing up I'm sleeping so little these days I guess this is growing up I'm feeling things are about to change I'm guessing this is growin' up Yeah I'm growing up And my mom hates my guts She has every reason to From all the things I do And it breaks me just to know That I have torn her apart so many times So many times Cause I've overcommitted myself I guess this is growing up I'm sleeping so little these days I guess this is growing up I'm feeling things are about to change I'm guessing this is growin up Yeah I'm guessing this is growing up I don't wanna change I wanna stay right where I lay Eyes closed sat down on the pillow I better change before it's too late I'm guessing this is growing up Now I'm done with my coffee break I turn on my phone Oh that I've grown up