I used to be the type of kid That would always think the sky is falling Why am I so differently wired? Am I a martian? What kind of twisted experiment am I involved in? 'Cause I don't belong in this world That’s why I’m scolfing at authority defiant often Flying off at the handle with my mom, no dad So I am non-compliant at home At school I'm just shy and awkward And I don't need no goddamn psychologist Trying to diagnose why I have all these underlying problems Thinking he can try and solve 'em I'm outside chalking up drawings on the sidewalk And in the front drive talking to myself Either that or inside hiding off in the corner somewhere quiet Trying not to be noticed cause I'm crying and sobbing I had a bad day at school so I ain't talking Some cocksucker shoved me into a fucking locker 'Cause he said that I eyeballed him When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide I used to be the type of kid That would always think the sky is falling Why am I so differently wired in my noggin? 'Cause sporadic as my thoughts come, it’s mind boggling 'Cause I obsess on everything in my mind Small shit bothers me But not my father, he said sayonara Then split, but I don’t give a shit I'm fine long as there's batteries in my Walkman Nothing's the matter with me Shit look on the bright side at least I ain’t walking I bike ride through the neighborhood Of my apartment complex on a ten speed Which I’ve acquired parts that I find in the garbage A frame then put tires on it Headphones on, I look straight ahead if kids try and start shit But if this is all there is for me, life offers Why bother even tryin to put up a fight? It’s nonsense But I think a light bulb just lit up in my conscience What about them rhymes I’ve been jotting They're kinda giving me confidence When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide I used to be the type of kid that Would always think the sky is falling Now I think the fact that I’m differently wired’s awesome 'Cause if I wasn’t I wouldn’t be able to work words like this And connect lines like crosswords And use my enemy’s words as strength To try and draw from, and get inspired off ‘em 'Cause all my life I was told and taught I am not shit By you wack fucking giant sacks of lying dog shit Now you shut up bitch, I am talking Thought I was full of horse shit And now you fucking worship the ground on which I am walking Me against the world, so what? I'm Brian Dawkins Versus the whole 0-16 Lions offense So bring on the Giants, Falcons and Miami Dolphins It's the body bag game, bitch, I'm supplying coffins 'Cause you dicks butt kiss, bunch of Brian Baldingers You're going to die a ball licker, I've been diabolical With this dialogue since '99 Rawkus You don't respect the legacy I leave behind y'all can suck a dick The day you beat me, pigs'll fly out my ass In a flying saucer full of Italian sausage The most high exalting and I ain't halting 'Til I die of exhaustion, inhale my exhaust fumes The best part about me is I am not you I'm me, I'm the Fire Marshall and this is my When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide Don’t get too close It’s dark inside It’s where my demons hide It’s where my demons hide