I fucking hate that I'm not there for you My heart breaks, I can't wash your tears away And every day that I can't reassure you Is followed by a night knowing I won't be okay I'm falling down and I'm not alright 'Cause all I wanna give you is a better life Something I never had, but every night I watch the world spin without an end in sight I can't stop it, I just watch it I can't catch the hands of time, watch 'em pass me by often And I can tell I'm wasting it Days spent without your smile erasing it I hope your heart still has my place in it I hope your laugh still sounds the way it did I hope you know that I'm wishing for a way I could change it Every time that I go It's tearing up my soul more than you'll ever know Every night I'm alone What's killing me the most is that I know I'll become your ghost Can you feel me in your heart? When you close your eyes to sleep, can you see me in the dark? Am I the reason you smile or cry? Do you feel me inside, am I even part of your life? 'Cause even though I'm alive I got this pain in my chest that makes me feel like I died How can I live without you standing beside me? And how can I be real if I'm outta your sight? No, I don't wanna be your ghost I don't wanna be your bad days or the hurt you feel the most All I want is you to know that You were never the reason I had to go Every time that I go It's tearing up my soul more than you'll ever know Every night I'm alone What's killing me the most is that I know I'll become your ghost All my regrets and mistakes Haunting my mind and soul I feel them coming for me Don't let me go Don't let me go Have I become your ghost, ghost, ghost? It's tearing up my soul Every night I'm alone What's killing me the most is knowing Every time that I go It's tearing up my soul more than you'll ever know Every night I'm alone Now I know I know I've become your ghost Don't let me, let me, let me go, don't let me, let me, let me Become your ghost Don't let me, let me, let me go, don't let me, let me, let me Don't let me go Don't let me become your ghost, ghost, ghost