My addiction is just a social disease
Took most of this life all just for granted
Leavin' you with all that I bleed
But I never seem to get my fuckin' stories straight
How could I possibly with all the lies put on display?
Get rid of the shit and get back to what's better

And I was thinkin
I'd leave this world behind
Settle for a fraction
Make it my new fashion

I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home
'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength
I can't hide all the things I should have known
I guess it's time for me to stop

I always wanted to be part of the scene
It's been a fun year with all these problems hangin' from my neck on a string
I'm not the kind of monster I appear to be
My moves tell me the story just like I want you to see
Take another trip
And be a victim

And I was thinkin
I'd leave this world behind
Settle for a fraction
Make it my new fashion

I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home
'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength
I can't hide all the things I should have known
I guess it's time for me to stop

Mama says I'll stand with you all the way
Give 'em all they need to know
And never let you go
And I will always hide the shame
Give 'em all they need to know
To let my poor boy go
Sou you makes the evening show

I'm alright I'll be better when I'm home
'Til then it's time for me to find my own strength
I can't hide all the things I should have known
I guess it's time for me to find my own strength
'Til I better