I only go where I'm invited only fit in where I fit I'm not trying to be dramatic I try my best to deal with it and when I think about it I wanna punch myself how am I doing lately? is it really hard to tell-- and if I sound like a broken record I'm just trying to push myself through this groove-- and I'll be here until you pick me up and start me over I'm so tired of being thoughtless and hopelessly obsessed I don't mean to sound so damn pathetic at least you've seen me at my best and when I think about it I wanna punch myself--how am I doing lately?