I've been smokin' Mary Jane Been seeing shapes up in my head Of places that I've always seen And memories that never left Oh, they never left And oh, no I've been gone for quite some time And I know That I just keep it in the back of my mind And as the moss clears up my lungs when I'm back home Oh, I'm reminded of how Oh, how I miss her Sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk All behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay Wherever the wind blows Let it come when I don't know 'Cause I don't know myself Anymore Oh-ooh, ooh, ooh Just trying to find myself Oh-ooh, ooh, ooh A little more And as I look out on the waves I see white trails runnin' in the craze, through the forest I'm trying to make proud of my name 'Cause I still don't have the strength to go back to my dad's grave And tell him everything Oh, how I miss her Sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk All behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay Wherever the wind blows Let it come when I don't know 'Cause I don't know myself Anymore Ooh (hey), ooh, ooh Just trying to find myself Oh-ooh (hey), ooh, ooh A little more Don't think that I could forget What you said You thought that I couldn't save you But you can't get back the past 'Cause once it's left, it's left in flames And I'm too used to burnin' down (oh-ooh, ooh, ooh) But now you're gone Oh, how I miss her Sitting out by the river Listening as the trees talk All behind my back (yeah) Oh, I think I'll stay Wherever the wind blows Let it come when I don't know 'Cause I don't know myself Anymore