Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so fucked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want A drunk fuck ill be better on my own I have no character Even when I thought I could go in living here Nothing changed about who I really am I wasnt trying to get stronger or trying to make things better That was a lie I was just striking an obvious pose To justify myself to say that I was trying my best Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so fucked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want A drunk fuck ill be better on my own Don't know what you're worrying about baby I've been a motherfucker lately You shoulda know that soon ill be gone because my mind is going crazy Got nowhere to go I'm feeling low I've been lonely but I don't need any hoes Yeah I'm turning cold don't call me no more I will text you back when I'm drunk at my home I'm so lost can't find myself Fuck with hoes it doesn't help No one ever fucking cares Send me love when ill be dead Lay the flowers on my grave It was fucked up Saturday I don't feel like I'm myself But I don't need any help I'm just a small cowardly filthy piece of trash Whos always worried about how others see me How theyll accept or judge me and nothing Nothing about me has changed, I've known it since the very beginning Cold rain Dripping on my face This month's so fucked up especially saturdays Lost in my thoughts I don't know what I want A drunk fuck ill be better on my own