I lost my space I lost my essence Nothing that I had before I have now I look at you Through the rays of the light You live in my mind Day and night I wish I could stop Thinking of you You have no idea What I feel for you All the colors that I remembered Were lost in the black and white Memories of you Least-you-should realize That I gave up for you I'm blinded by wishing you And try to forget I wish I could stop Thinking of you You have no idea What I feel for you I wish I could stop Thinking of you You have no idea What I feel for you You made me shed Tears on my cheeks I was lost with nothing I couldn't sleep And when I could I dreamed of her And I dreamed of death And when I opened my eyes I looked at the window And thought of her I'm tired of thinking of her