Remedy

Here is something new tonight, I am not sure, but I can 
feel it ...
it's somewhere in the Place around, it's somewhere in the 
Breath I take ...
it seems to be a nightlike Changing, another Light or a 
brandnew Life ...
it's like the Snow out of the Window, so homelessly but 
part of the World - as we knew it - as I knew it ...
Here is something strange inside, I am confused but it is 
pleasant ...
I feel it's Shadow on the Wall, I feel it's Movements in my
 Head ...
Oh how I wish that it's the One, that I have missed in 
wasted Nights, the Queen of all my moving Targets, the One,
 that makes me peel off the World - as we know it -
and as I hate it ...
And all the Times I writhed in Pain are now so far away, 
the Remedy I needed for Life was her Arrival-Day ...
Here is something great inside, cause now she's crawling 
through my Veins and all the worthless Things are melting, 
so like the Snow in mindless Times ...
and when she's back between my Eyes I start too breath this
 brilliant Life, then suddenly I can't remember the Deaths 
I died within this World...