Lampshade

i can feel my bones decay i haven't got a thing to say i 
never thought i could end up this way maybe i should have 
known but now my cover's blown i've been up for hours but 
my feet never touched the floor i can't pretend that i'm as
 funny as all you're friends so i'll keep this lampshade on
 my skull for one more night i've got a project car i've 
got a vcr i've got a hundred friends but i don't know where
 they are my life's a fantasy i'm just a wanna be another 
throw away contemporary enemy did you want me to be the 
life of the party i've made some mistakes so stop kicking 
yourself because i blame me it's still the same nothing's 
changed