Can't ever win against my sin I find I'm made of dust again Look away, from evil displays Shadows on your walls come from my eyes If I could only be, if I could only be your master You'll torture me until the day I die, to you If I could only learn to ignore myself and let you burn away Save myself from your decay Leave me every time I'm up, you come to hold me down, hold me I see I've got nothing left to me, show you now, show you Want to decide to commit willicide I chew the chains I'm wrapped in again In my dream, see what I've seen The Sun will dry you up and burn the dead away If I could only be, if I could only be your master Oh, no, I know I'll never be If I could only learn, to ignore myself and let you burn away Save myself from your decay