I'm about to screw this up so well Take a firm grip on my life then drag it straight to hell Looking back through that drink I couldn't say I'll still be feeling this for 700 days I thought I wanted What was at the bottom But what was at the bottom The bottom of the bottle. I'm gone Gun drawn I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on She's gone What have I done She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on. Monday morning brought the news They took my bullets took my laces from my shoes Nobody's ever looked at me the same (at me the same) Oh I'm not the same My story's growing every time you hear my name. Why would I want this Cause I never wanted this for us I'm gone Gun drawn I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on How long Can I hold on Spinnin through the middle of the night til the light dawns I'm wrong So Long I can't find anyone or anything to put the blame on She's gone What have I done She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on When I was making this bed I soaked the sheets with regret Then set them ablaze Now I'll spend my days Lying in it I'm gone Gun drawn I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on How long Can I hold on Spinnin through the middle of the night til the light dawns I'm wrong So Long I can't find anyone or anything to put the blame on She's gone Look what I've done I'm spinning throughout the middle of the night I'm watching while she's driving out of sight She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on What was at the bottom The bottom of that bottle