I've been irreverent to the power controlling me It's like a force coming down hard on me When in a war with fate you learn to lose Give me the sun the clouds are on the way In on a guilt trip for a holiday Coming apart the pieces all need glue It's a shame the voice of reason faintly falls astray Insane with all the seasons seeing shades of fall in May Now all I can do is lay on the bed I've made If I'm reborn or given another way I would resolve and take what I'm given Or I'll never find the forest for the trees I'd only reach out for the burning leaves Without a cause or the faith to pull me through It was heaven that filled the grave You swallow the pill and pray It's coming around today Seeing shades of fall in May