I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna face the mirror I just sit and wait not to make mistakes But I know this ain't love I can never win this game 'Cause you're the only one who's playing And you keep on makin' all these waves But I know, do you know? Writing my name in the dark, in the rain I get lost, though I'm holding your hand I am tired of being alone and afraid So, I'm lovin' a monster instead We are getting the applause No one sees that we are strangers When the curtains close, I'm invisible And I fall (And I fall, fall) Writing my name in the dark, in the rain I get lost, though I'm holding your hand But I save all my tears for when nobody's here So, I'm lovin' a monster again I save all my tears for when nobody's here So, I'm lovin' a monster again