My conscious close to the edge Fragile whispers of hopelessness Turned into my bones A false glimmer of hope I wander in the valley of dope I choke on my own serenity Of a state that's killing me Hibernating The darkness beckons, calling me to stay I'm slowly slipping away (It's killing me) So close to the edge I'm slowly slipping away Crawling with blistering feet I push her further into my skin I feel so sick of all of this Why can't I just be okay without these chemicals inside my brain? I choke on my own Until you force feed me with doses So I can't breathe Elation is my disguise Born anew, relinquish life Fuck The clouds, they call my name And I will rise Without these eyes Hibernating The darkness beckons, calling me to stay I'm slowly slipping away (It's killing me) So close to the edge I'm slowly slipping away Are you ready to meet your God? But what if I just hold on? Hopeful darkness Folding consciousness