As much to my dismay I am still alive today An ever wonder what it will take To fall asleep and never wake A crippling affliction of my nervous system Mediocre, overcomer I sit and speak the truth To a stranger I don't even know Provide me guidance, about my problems When I know the problem was you I'm scared to face this truth To break comfort, break away from you Hearts will heal, memories will fade Prescribe me meds to numb this pain As much to my dismay (To my dismay) I am still alive today (Alive today) An ever wonder what it will take (What will it take) To fall asleep and never wake I'm learning, that hurting is better than suffering The addict in me, is now letting go Let me go I won't hurt you no more I can't hurt you no more We've both hurt enough We can never take back all the things that we've said, or the things that we've done So please move on I needed help So I sought it, I found it I needed space So I left you, for solitude Passing through hell To find clarity, past suffering I know this hurts, I guess that's life Sometimes you have to hurt to find yourself So please move on