I should of left my babygurl a message sayin i wont be coming home i'd rather be alone she doesnt fully understand me cause i'd rather leave than to cheat if she gives me some time i can be the man she needs but theres alot of lust inside of me and we been together since our teenage years i really dont mean to hurt her but i need some time to be alone but when you love someone you just dont treat them bad ohh i how i feel so sad now that i wanna leave shes crying her heart to me how could you let this be i just need to time to see where i wanna be where i wanna be never did i imagine that you would play a major part in a decision thats so hard do i leave, do i stay, do i go? i think about my life and what matters to me the most girl the love that we share is real but in time your heart will heal im not saying im gone but i have to find what life is like without you but when you love someone you just dont treat them bad oh i feel so sad now that i wanna leave she crying her heart to me how could you let this be i just need time to see where i wanna be