I Will Not Die *********** It only hurts me when I'm awake It seems to die with dreaming And there's only so much that I can fake When my whole life's careening down I will not die It only kills me 'cause I'm alive And living this disaster And it's all I can do now to survive I live to beat my master down I will not die Down, I will not die When I'm well I long to be Only in love with you But I guess I'll never be whole And you know it's true It does not stop me that we all die I know this trip's to slaughter But if only I could let me cry I feel the healing water roll down I will not die Down, I will not die Down, I will not die