in love with the dirt and the rejected crippled. kissing the gloom away from the heads of beaten old men. stop looking for answers. in a world of disappointment. in a fucked-up world of faded dreams and vows. this is my space. this is the place i won't betray. please leave me now. there's nothing left to gain. to fulfill your dreams of bright horizons. and whistled songs of happiness. it's now. it's right here. it's the same disgusting stench like twenty years before.