too many times you have been high too many times you ran away and need to cry too many times your body lies awake too many times these pills you take too many times you've woken up depressed too many times you put your life to the test too many times you've taken this trip too many times you have slipped too many times your body can't take too many times you've made a mistake too many times you haven't realized too many times your mind became paralyzed