A canvas starts in white like The waiting room, on the other side With vision painted in red And ashes on my legs I crumbled at the sound of The unexpected I saw your face in mine again Avoiding sleep I'm wearing thin But in my dreams you don't recognize me I'm choking down my medicine To try to see where heaven is But I'll remain in these white walls You left me in Lost in the wake of your absence Try to forget all that's happened (But I succumb) The dark nights feel everlasting I need a distraction but paint dries faster Than a wound can heal I saw your face in mine again Avoiding sleep I'm wearing thin But in my dreams you don't recognize me I'm choking down my medicine To try to see where heaven is But I'll remain in these white walls You left me in And I will never forget The moment your spirit left My mind still trapped in the room Where they told me of your death Now there's an unfinished painting But a promise I've kept One day I'll pick up the brush And make myself whole again (I saw your face in mine again Avoiding sleep I'm wearing thin) But in my dreams you don't recognize me I'm choking down my medicine To try to see where heaven is But I'll remain in these white walls You left me in I saw your face in mine again Avoiding sleep I'm wearing thin I see you in my dreams now you recognize me I'm choking up my medicine I tried to see where heaven is But I'll remain in these white walls You left me in