Nothing remains was there anything anyway why prolong a painful existence emptiness is not a reason for me to continue how long until I end it all it's all disappearing withering and slowly dying I watch it die Cast aside As demons feed upon my grief This may be too much for me to bear I should be optimistic But escape is far too tempting How long until I end it all My world is cold and without hope And without hope This emptiness will be forever I watch it disappear How long can I hold onto something That was never there How long until I take these matters Into my own hands I watch it disappear