Train Wreck

brutalize me sodomize
me open my wrists
entrapment sanitize me criticize me climb inside me rancid 
paralyze me don't realize me use abuse me dyslexic and 
blind it's over this feeling or is it beginning it's 
different no meaning what's wrong with me should I try try 
again just hoping it's changing when really it's crashing 
right into me sacrificing so inviting nothing's changing 
confusion always sleeping hurt is creeping always speeding 
so different something's not right something's hiding I 
cant' describe it it's wrecking my mind thinking thinking 
thinking thinking train wreck train wreck train wreck train
 wreck hoping this mind infectious life dead wanting this 
life disturbing mind dead look in the mirror I only see 
shit realize the end because this is it