As Usual

The sun comes up and brings the dawn as usual
When I awake I'll find you're gone as usual
But I can't find a way to let this crazy heart of mine 
forget
I pretend you're still beside me as usual
Each evening I take a walk as usual I make believe that we 
still talk as usual
People always stop and stare I guess they just don't see 
you there
Don't they know you'll always be right here as usual
Today I looked into my mirror as usual I told myself that 
you're still here as usual
And as I stood there telling lies the tears began to fill 
my eyes
Cause I know I'm only fooling myself as usual
Cause I know I'm only fooling myself as usual