Standing here
Wasted half a year
Now struggling on my own
My identity's unknown
I take these pills to numb the pain
The memory drives me insane
And the sound of your voice
Still echoes in my head
In my head

Its too hard to forget you
I'm still living with the pain
And I cant break free
This ball and chain comes with your name
I cant afford these dreams about you
Aspirations gone with out you
And letting go is
Something I dont know

So I'm foreced to swallow this
And accept that I'm selfish
But despite what we've been through
Its still hard for me to chew
Think of all the nights
We stayed up late
Just you and I
Like our first date
The place and time has changed
And I'm easily erased
And replaced

Its too hard to forget you
I'm still living with the pain
And I cant break free
This ball and chain comes with your name
I cant afford these dreams about you
Aspirations gone with out you
And letting go is
Something I dont know

You mean so much to me
You're everywhere I look
Your'e everywhere I go

I'm still in love with you