I'm going to buy a knife tonight And fucking stab myself alive You watch me bleeding on the floor I forgot to lock the door I just wanna be with you But I don't wanna have to choose My life is just a game I lose So go ahead and light the fuse I'm going to buy a knife tonight And fucking stab myself alive You watch me bleeding on the floor I forgot to lock the door I'm still living my own It's all a mess I don't belive I don't do anything than just stare at your eyes So then I buy now a gun And then I raise it to my head You are totally suciced That doesn't have but you said You wanted me dead So I'll go in the morning Hit my brain away So then will done it I'll take the gun that will be stormed But you just got one more shot I take out of my gun And the I raise it to my head You are totally suciced That doesn't have but you said You wanted me dead So I'll go in the morning Hit my brain so then will done it I'm so sick to lying to you Finally do it with that knife I'm going to buy a knife tonight And fucking stab myself alive You watch me bleeding on the floor I forgot to lock the door I just wanna be with you But I don't wanna have to choose My life is just a game I lose So go ahead and light the fuse I'm going to buy a knife tonight And fucking stab myself alive You watch me bleeding on the floor I forgot to lock the door I'm still living my own It's all a mess I don't belive I don't do anything than just stare at your eyes I taking in knowing I'll die