My head has depression Haunted sounds in my bedroom She wants someone special So I walked away I'm nothing like you She knows she's nothing like me Her heart's pretty blue My heart's pretty bleak Cocaine in the sheets Now I'm feeling at peace My life falls to pieces Every time I awake I want to feel alive My view is nearing blind I want you Why won't you want me? I want to haunt you Why won't you haunt me? Black cats I'm seeing black cats I'm just a black boy I'm seeing black voids I want a new life I want a new world My life is a movie A bad one I don't want you groupies I want someone Who will understand me In the long run? I don't want to be this way But if I change I won't be me I want to feel alive My view is nearing blind I want you Why won't you want me? I want to haunt you Why won't you haunt me? Black cats I'm seeing black cats I'm just a black boy I'm seeing black voids I want a new life I want a new world