Even If It Kills Me

Float down this stream, take in all the pieces you find
Sink into me, fill up your lungs until your breath becomes 
mine

Take it in, slow it down, retrace your steps and start it 
all again
Take it in, slow it down, retrace your steps until you're 
fine again

I tried to live down in the dark with nothing else left to 
give
But when my mind lit up and turned it all around
It felt like burning alive and never making a sound
Treated like a true crime, this true love that I call mine
Is it too good to be true, even with you
To get dragged down by a rope
And hope to God I'd fucking choke
To sink into myself and nobody else?

Take it in, slow it down, retrace your steps and start it 
all again
Take it in, slow it down, retrace your steps until you're 
fine again

If we take a look inside
At all the things that could be
The things you think that should be
I'd hope to dive in fully blind
Even if it kills me, even if it kills me
Don't let go, my friend (even if it kills me, even if it 
kills me)
(Take it in, slow it down, retrace your steps and start it 
all again)
Don't lose control ever again (oh, but instead)

Let your heartbeat through your ears each time you shout

When you know something you don't want to know about
So you take my words and you throw them all away
Only to throw yours back, relax and have you say
I can't sleep with my head on the floorboards
Nothing in me really wants to be here anymore
Take your time and learn to be okay
I hope you take your time, and learn to be okay
I hope you take your time, and learn to be okay

And sink into me
Sink into me
Sink into me
Sink into me