Change the fad Throw this number far away I thought that I found my part I was wrong - my mistake Now I'm trying to fill the void I'm broken, always the same thing When other people are around Like an unintended rescue the shadow mask Clings to my neck Choking claws, playin' my part, Choking claws I'd just like to be who I am Where should I start to seek In my reflection I learn There's something behind Tug of war Between me, myself and I I could scream but I laugh I could breath but I lie I could win but I loose The dirty, greasy costume on my skin, I cannot push it away Calm down, calm down Inhale the screaming silence 4 times: I'd just like to be who I am Where should I start to seek In my reflection I learn There's something behind