Trying to exist in a suspicious world Trying to exist in disappointing world Searching the exist door out of this madness I'm looking for a place for myself Lost inside I ask a question : What am I doing here ? But the answer is straight I'm a part of a puzzle Fully unknown to me I'm the background of events Shocking reality time after time What can I do to free My soul and mind of this chains I'm the element thinking that Can change anything But truly I can't - I'm nobody ... No reality - just illusion The picture of the world created By the sick mind which has to be cured Immediately ! Explosions of lights Time has finished The end has come Disease completed it's work ... I'm gone But I'll be back soon I'll be back in your dreams And the invisible circle of events Will repeat again So answer yourself a question What will happen when disease gets you ? Trying to exist in a suspicious world Searching the exit door out of this madness I'm looking for a place for myself Lost inside I found'em I found my exit door !