I left my name in the river Where the water pulls me down I've been floating through the silence With no solid ground Every step feels borrowed Every breath feels used The sky's falling slowly In shades of blue And I don't know if I'm running Or just standing still The current knows my secret But never will I'm floating, floating Through an ocean wild Blue turns dark Every time I try I'm crawling, crawling But the sound is gone The river keeps on calling Me alone There's a light on the horizon But it fades when I stare All these words I never said Are heavy in the air My hands are cold and shaking From holding on too long I built a home in the echo Of a half-known song If I let go of the shoreline Will I finally breathe Or will the dark water Make a ghost of me? I'm floating, floating Through an ocean wild Blue turns dark Every time I try I'm crawling, crawling But the sound is gone The river keeps on calling Me alone I'm floating, floating I'm floating, floating Dark water, don't be gentle I'm already broken in If I sink into the silence Let it be where I begin I'm falling, falling No way back tonight The ocean, it's breathing In blue and white I'm falling, falling But it feels like home The river, it keeps on calling Me alone (I'm falling, falling) I'm the river (I'm floating, floating) I am gone (I'm falling, falling) In the tide, the ocean I deserve