I can't control my thoughts This damned, poisoning visions Black paintings of maliciousness Pain... Is what I have to feel Blood flows as the steel runs deeper Only my flesh is salvation Existence means suffering I rot in ecstasy... Thoughts are drowning me, confusion Pictures hurt, madness prevails Longing for the gate, my genocide Now I found the key, finally... The portals to my mind A kingdom opens wide My subjects wait for me For a supersonic victory Towards the purple suns My astral body travels To regain control Of my abysmal hate ... My sweet demonic agony That builds my throne A throne made of Countless captured souls... I can't control my thoughts This painful, merciless knowledge Like a dark, nocturnal blizzard It's pumping through my veins... Deepest midnight Behind my bleeding eyes Insanity is freezing me Existence means suffering I tear my soul apart Me, the dark nemesis Then memories are passing by Of times so bright and warm Of frozen starlight in your dying eyes And pale skin in seducing moonlight Your lips are covering mine And I taste your kiss like wine Before the blade is kissing you... Oh, eternal sadness is grieving me As I walk through darkest valleys Shadows fall upon my tired eyes Cold night, hear my cry I can't no longer take existence This pain is tremendous The shimmering steel is smiling at me... The final sacrifice for the ones that lurk behind The mountains of eternal sleep Just one step to leave it all behind To kill the demons inside Never to return into eternal agony The last time I'm yearning at the stars Sweet, everlasting silence I sigh in woe, as I cut my veins...