Dead, gone, can't get out of bed Sleep better with a lead round rolling through my head I'm begging you please, help end this disease Somebody tell me what is wrong with me I'm constantly losing this game that I play Called numbing the pain, please take me away The choices I make and the things that I say Contradicting my feelings and leaving me gray It resonates within my being Propagating all of these vicious feelings It altercates with all I create Animating a darkness that only berates All I am is dead, gone, can't get out of bed Sleep better with a lead round rolling through my head I'm begging you please, help end this disease Somebody tell me what is wrong with me (I'm losing, I'm losing) There's a thousand and one ways To snuff out my constant endless suffering Yet I'm still standing through all that's demanding That's gotta count for something I've lost it all I'm trapped, caramelized From the heat, I'm baptized Bathed in hate, traumatized Suicide, it's my demise, is it? All I am is dead, gone, can't get out of bed Sleep better with a lead round rolling through my head I'm begging you please, help end this disease Somebody tell me what is wrong with me I'm dead, gone, can't get out of bed Sleep better with a lead round rolling through my head I suffer in silence through all of this violence Will somebody tell me what is wrong with me? Silence the violence that hides all the vibrance And makes this stiffness appear in my chest Rapidly breathing through all the deceiving Grinding my teeth just to block out the rest Cut, tear, cauterize In despair I'm magnetized Bite, claw, eviscerate Find how to mitigate But there's scars all over my chest Look what the brain has done to the wrist Remind me to find what's left Hide them all bury the rest Cut, tear, cauterize In despair I'm magnetized Bite, claw, eviscerate Try my best to mitigate but I'm gone