Looking through the scope again Digging deep into my skin Claustrophobic, I don't know if I can feel the medicine Take sedatives and celebrate Fake all my feelings anyway Crawling through my head, you want me dead So please just say it I'm living half alive now (live now, live now) I'm swallowing the pain What's left to take? I'm only half alive now (live now, live now) I'm swallowing my fate What's left to change? Looking through the scope again I left a note under the skin I'm feeling dope sick, you don't notice Now our time is wearing thin Paint the walls inside my room Like the roses left for you I'm feeling nervous, you don't deserve it Remove the red It's my head that you're breathing Please just say it I can't fucking take it Fuck everyone and everything Stick the needles deep inside the vein Crawling through my head, you want me dead So please just say it I'm living half alive now (live now, live now) I'm swallowing the pain What's left to take? I'm only half alive now (live now, live now) I'm swallowing my fate What's left to change? (I'm swallowing the pain) I'm only half alive now (live now, live now) I'm swallowing my fate What's left to change? I'm living half alive now I'm swallowing the pain What's left to take?