Letter of Regret

Every time, I look in your eyes, I see a glimpse of pain 

I never wanted, you to feel my pain, so I let you go 
You never wanted, me to tell, the things of my past 
And so I left it, all inside, my letter of regret 

Every time, I hear your voice, I hear an ounce of pain 

I never wanted, to cause you more pain, so I let you go 
You woke, to my screams, nightmares of my past 
Alone in the dark, I am writing, letters of regret 

Here I am, once again, deep inside your mind... today 

Every time I, touched your flesh, I felt your choking fear 
I never wanted, to scare you that way, so I let you go 
You never saw, what I felt inside, the monster within 
Stalking and, preying, lied to keep it inside 

Here I am, once again, deep inside your mind today 
Surrounded by white, sterile and bright 

Sedated, deflated, restraints are pulled tight 
They call me crazy, oh could they be right 
I'm sated, breath bated, I'm losing my mind 

I am what I fear, (inside) echoed 
And your stare is seared, (forever) echoed 
I wont forget your look, (within) echoed 
Your released I took your (pain) echoed...