Nostalgia

I'm still sitting here it's twelve o'clock on the dot and 
I've been at it for days but see I don't know where to 
start you'd be amazed at the things that crossed my mind 
esa noche see I contemplated suicide and overdosed on 
roches kick back firme but it still ain't the same don't 
hear you calling my name and who's to blame mijo I gave you
 everything and I was left with nada lost in the fog me 
perdi en una nube de mariguana eyes became foggy simon I 
tried to hold it back but I'm broken down in pieces and 
patron is where it's at I just could'ntunderstand you
You said it was forever
Would you leave my side?
You always told me never so trip out.

When the days turn into nights they both end up wasted 
bottle after bottle see I didn't want to face it you were 
gone and I was on my own many came to take your place but 
my heart was turned to stone I didn't feel like loving 
anyone cause after you I died I moved on walked away you 
can't say I didn't try I tried to make it work until the 
very end and once again you were all out of excuses to 
pretend but I don't blame you it's firme you threw it all 
away just like my homeboy duende said "I'd rather be alone 
instead" you made me what I am and I learned to live 
without you and even though it hurt to say good-bye I'm 
cool without you.

It's been a couple of months but it seems longer me la paso
 doing what I do best try to be stronger kept your pictured
 locked up but everytime I'm fucked up I remember that 
September full of anger. Regrets nostalgia amor puro y odio
 las cosas que vivimos cuando andabamos de novios you can't
 compare it believe me homes I tried it y el vato de mis 
suenos wasn't you I can't deny it now I'm drifting on a 
memory you took a pat of me so I try not to think about lo 
que we used to be porque duele cada vez que yo empiezo a 

recordarte but I never thought it would be so hard para 
olvidarte. Chalez.