On another red eye from LA to Nashville I’m so tired I’ll smile but I’m sad still It’s lonely Between cities of people Who Don’t know me They don’t know me But do I even know myself I’ve closed my eyes I’m scared of who I’ve become I live in disguise As if it heals the harm I’ve done My reflection screams “You’re not enough anymore” “Forget all your dreams” “You were better off before” I don’t know who I’ve become In the back seat of my Uber From the airport to get home I asked her What’s it like, late at night Driving strangers She said “it’s lonely, no one even knows me” “They don’t know me” But do I even know myself I’ve closed my eyes I’m scared of who I’ve become I live in disguise As if it heals the harm I’ve done My reflection screams “You’re not enough anymore” “Forget all your dreams” “You were better off before” I’ve closed my eyes I’m scared of who I’ve become I live in disguise As if it heals the harm I’ve done My reflection screams “You’re not enough anymore” “Forget all your dreams” “You were better off before” I don’t know who I’ve become