Nicotine, nicotine made me feel something These memories, memories are locked in the close They're keeping me, keep me awake all through the night (mm) Dopamine, dopamine, oh, how I miss you Ran away at seventeen and now I got issues No matter how hard I fight, I'm still not all right If I pull this thread, will I break? Oh, I've come all this way Where am I now? Hands off the wheel No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel I know there's a light buried in me Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh) Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out All this running in circles, in circles, oh God Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now? Look into my mother's eyes, she can see the pain I hide I can see the hurt I've caused, blame it on my father's side Blame it on the things I've done, blame it on the fear I have Scared of what I might become I wanna know if I pull this thread, will I break? (Mm) Oh, I've come all this way Where am I now? Hands off the wheel No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel I know there's a light buried in me Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh) Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out All this running in circles, in circles, oh God Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now? Hands off the wheel No, nothing hurts more than starting to feel I know there's a light buried in me Still talk it out with my friend searchlight (oh-woo-oh) Oh-woo-oh Who am I kidding now? It's wearing me out All this running in circles, in circles, oh God Oh, where am I now? Oh, where am I now?