Cycles Are Closed

I think I fell in love
I let myself be carried away by lies
I didn't slow down when I should have slowed down
It was cutting, it was piercing

Why are tears streaming down my face?
I let myself be led by the wrong people
Forgive me Lilly, I hurt people who shouldn't have

Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in 
love again
Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears
I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire
Now I cry on the bathroom floor
And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed 
once and for all

It was make believe, it was a lullaby
And I fell like a duckling
Why naivety makes you fall in love with inconsistent things
I could tell everyone to fuck off
But I want to hurt myself so I'll cry in my bathroom
And forget that I apologized for my mistakes
Will Lilly forgive me when I asked for mercy

Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in 
love again
Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears
I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire
Now I cry on the bathroom floor
And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed 
once and for all

I reached the end point
I blamed myself and was left with the greatest pain
I joined the club of injured people who got hurt by bad 

people
He now wants to take justice into his own hands
And damn I'm going to let him hurt me
Because I already hurt him once

Now I hope this cycles are closed, I don't want to fall in 
love again
Going down the hill of lies, weaving fears
I was the one who gave the command for the guns to fire
Now I cry on the bathroom floor
And I pray that this cycles are closed, cycles are closed 
once and for all

(May this cycle close)
(May this cycle close)
(May this cycle close)
(May this cycle close)