Cheap cigarette smell Strong drink, deep thump Millions of love spells He's my man, always has been But what if he transformed? What if he is no longer himself? Smell of sleeping pills Strong medicine, fatal disease He is a white bear with rough fur Running from the orange forest, running from the flames Little blue eyes that reflect sadness He is legendary, North Pole, igloo made of love Your nose catches my attention, it smells my rose perfume He is my bear, my white bear Fleeing the hurricane, it was you who made the wind I waited for your answer, I stayed at it for 2 years But when I put you up against the wall Your hair has fallen out, your color has changed You were no longer white, you were dark In fact you always were, I just hid it Why was it so hard to accept Do you remember the phrase you always said to me when you were sad? The world is not ready for Nicolas Chamillet, is it? You told me millions of lies, but this was the worst We were eating ice cream when you stabbed me My blood mixed with the ice cream, the lie hurt like a knife But what's the point of dying screaming, if the one who's killing me is screaming along with me? My mind is hot as hell Pain throbs my thoughts, my blood dyes the snow What if I ate snow? Would you come and save me? I think I heard the bear noise But I'm not sure if it was you Fleeing the hurricane, it was you who made the wind I waited for your answer, I stayed at it for 2 years But when I put you up against the wall Your hair has fallen out, your color has changed You were no longer white, you were dark In fact you always were, I just hid it Why was it so hard to accept It hurts to see my blood turning the snow red But it hurt so much that I let it go I cried so much that my body no longer has water And my last vision was you coming to me You licked my face and growled at the sky This was the end, the end