I'm so strange I'm so crazy To think I had a chance She likes you and so do you Of course, I only have past lives I shouldn't fall in love But my feelings are so true for you Every morning I think about you I spend afternoons and nights remembering your words On the first day of rain I was going to tell you, but I didn't have the courage Of course, I only have past lives I shouldn't fall in love But my feelings are so true for you I need to tell you this I need to suppress it This love is forbidden And that can't happen I only have you, but you don't even look at me Only my neck catches your attention Why is he the only one you notice Of course, I only have past lives Of course, I only have past lives Because I love you? Whether you like it or not, you are seductive and malicious It's stupid and silly Of course one day you will have past lives None of this is real My head feels like it's going to explode Damn, I'm tired of my fucked up and deconstructed life Nothing I say is real Loving you is, is hating you Always giving me chances Unsustained, false and masked Sacred and profane Real unreal Nothing over the river And drown Of course, I only have past lives Of course, I only have past lives These are the reasons I love and hate you