A sickening feeling Turns inside out And comfort Is watching TV With a numbness in your brain The stomach acids burn While the eyes try as hard as they can To be hypnotized And block out the pain The pain A symbol appears And the nothing illusion is recognized The door flies open and a raging flood of Emptiness comes rushing in I see the same things every night The way I feel And the way I feel about the way I feel It makes me want to kill A dark shadow Exists that is everywhere In everyone But in different places A perception that refuses to be seen A nothing We all have our own personal nothing And since it's not even really there No one knows it We all see the same In the distance there's a light that pulls me in Turn around, something's wrong Go back home To where you belong We all see the same way Nothing but what we have seen In the distance there's a light that pulls me in Turn around, something's wrong Go back home To where you belong I continue to walk through nowhere Seeing no one This road has no outlet But it keeps going forever The only thing I see A candle burns in front of me A symbol of hope That hurts worse than anything I've ever felt In the distance there's a light that pulls me in Turn around, something's wrong Go back home To where you belong We all see the same way Nothing but what we have seen In the distance there's a light that pulls me in Turn around, something's wrong Go back home To where you belong Have a seat next to the fireplace Sit back and relax Throw your dreams into the fire place And watch them burn away