Lord my savior, I won't follow your words Till my last breath, till I rot in a hole Won't offer you my pain to amend my sins My life was devoted only to sin I denounce all desires of the flesh Aroused only by the need to inflict pain There's a war inside of me for my spirituality I'm destined to give in Any hope for heaven is gone Devoted to no spiritual hoax Tarnished by the filth of the world A crippled body and soul My search for heaven is done The pain has taken its toll My sacrifice was in vain Heaven and hell, it's all the same I won't kneel before men in disguises I don't believe in hope, I despise it This fucked up world is as good as it gets With one eye open, I'll sleep when I'm dead This unholy hatred burning within True freedom only comes from death I damn the day when I was born with my final breath With my final breath